last night i tought things over clearly and talkd too several people and the conclusion is that i will not follow you guys in too the guild lazarus . why ? good question
well the answer is hard for me too explain but i will give it a try soo you all have an idea .
i searchd for a guild too pick off where illuminati has left before the breakdown and i found 1 . then gnat and rafe askd me too come back and i did because the (imba )druid that i am now is because of tdh and illuminati

. and i resspect the guild we where all friends and like family too each other.
but now if come too a point where i ask myself "is this what i want "?
start over from zero with a new raiding guild with little khara experience even with our guild in them and the exellent raid leading of rafe and the experience of other guildies in lazarus
point is i workd reeally hard too become hardcore raider and back too khara for weeks maybe even months before everybody is geard up too do gruul is a hard decision . after long thinking i decided not too follow , but dont get me wrong i love each of you and you all can count on me when you need me . i will stay till the last day of illu and with pain in my heart i will say goodbye and good luck too all of you im not joining an other guild at this moment and gonna relax for a bit because i want too level my hunter elliosiss

and grind my ass off . maybe some of youč think im loot orientated but that's not true , everybody must search in this game what they like the most and at this point i dont feel im doing that i need a bigger challenge thats all . i tried too explain it as good as i can but im not good in words .
i wish you all the best of luck in lazarus and in my opinion your all the best and you have the best admin team at your side .
i know you will make it and there's 1 thing left for me too say .
i support the decicion of the admin team in joining lazarus but that path is not meant for me much love and kissess too you all
your friend kilobyte ( joeri )
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